I've had the Bittersweet Symphony song in my head for a few days now. Why? Not sure. It's not a song I typically listen to, although, I haven't really indulged in music in general lately anyway. Perhaps it's my mind wanting the vibe it gives because it certainly does give one, doesn't it? A close [...]
I can feel the wheel of circumstances change. Overwhelming happiness is on the horizon. Never forgetting you. Never ever, ever. Taking the constant feelings seriously. My curiosity for the world is thriving. I am ready.
I can hear you snoring. The deep rhythm vibes in and out of your core and you are one with all of yourself. Your mind sets itself from the day of accumulating stimuli and finally it can do what it wants by itself; without noise or visuals or any intentional movements from your body. Maybe [...]
Every year, there would be a random point in the autumn-ish season in which my partner and I would feel a bit antsy, frustrated and irritable. Maybe it was our jobs. Maybe it was the change in seasons. No idea why these feelings would come but one day, we decided to change our living room. [...]
Tis the season to get out there and enjoy the weather. Rain or shine, I've been out there building a whole new landscape, literally. Child me would be super surprised that this is how I'd like to spend as part of my summer--watering flowers, getting the soil ready and planting seeds. I'd never thought I'd [...]
When I was in middle school, I had this ice skating fall that left me having a larger-than-a-paper-cut cut on my left leg that took what felt like forever to heal. I was scared to look at it and it felt so raw. It was one of the first times I realized that I'm not [...]
I hope someday I have another opportunity to live in a world with you in it. I wonder if I'd ever get to speak to you and tell you all the things. Everything. Because I can and want to spend as much time with you as possible. I am with you always, but you are [...]
I was in a foreign country, but it was a place I called home at the time. As I sat in the too cool taxi, my aunt talked with me about life stuff I can't quite remember. She asked me to go to the jazz lounge with her that night and see a a famous [...]
"Is this forever?" I wondered, while eating a huge strawberry sundae with sprinkles on top I didn't finish. Collecting marbles Filling a neverending Glass jar with every Color swirl combination Imaginable, carrying A piece of hope in each. Sipping on sweet Lemonade on dry summers Intrigued by the notion Of ever understanding Life's eternal limbo [...]
music: sleeping at last - saturn I didn't think I'd write a "wrap-up" post of 2017. I guess this isn't really the case; it's more like a "2018 is coming" and how I'm feeling kind of post. Um, maybe a mixture of both. I'll get to it now.. I'm not sure how I'm feeling about [...]
via art – ornamental flower — Paul Militaru Thank you Paul for this beautiful photograph. It literally made me stop and feel warmth in my heart. If only beauty could be seen so easily as this. But I know, if I try, it can be. And another reminder to be in the moment like my [...]
circumstances don't care who you are they drift in in any form they want to. it could disguise itself clothed in costume creating personas that never ever was. sneaking themselves into situations that never were intended for them. But it happens. They occur and there's no control. Lost at the head of the ship Steering [...]
it is courageous to speak honestly. inner clock ticks repeating patterns despite resistance. status quo bursts combusting walls broken barriers. relief and worry. new discoveries it is freeing to feel deeply.
It's safe to say that one of the biggest lessons I've learned about adulthood is that there will always be questions, but the lesson is that: it's not important to have all the answers. Along the same line, I'm learning that it's hard to balance everything. Maybe I don't need to. But if that's true, [...]
I just had to get out that night. As I swung open the front door, I desperately breathed in the fresh air and immediately felt the ease behind my neck to my shoulders. I was suffocating in the house and its atmosphere of sadness and regrets. Hearing the click of the car door handle was [...]