I've had the Bittersweet Symphony song in my head for a few days now. Why? Not sure. It's not a song I typically listen to, although, I haven't really indulged in music in general lately anyway. Perhaps it's my mind wanting the vibe it gives because it certainly does give one, doesn't it? A close [...]
I can feel the wheel of circumstances change. Overwhelming happiness is on the horizon. Never forgetting you. Never ever, ever. Taking the constant feelings seriously. My curiosity for the world is thriving. I am ready.
I can hear you snoring. The deep rhythm vibes in and out of your core and you are one with all of yourself. Your mind sets itself from the day of accumulating stimuli and finally it can do what it wants by itself; without noise or visuals or any intentional movements from your body. Maybe [...]
Every year, there would be a random point in the autumn-ish season in which my partner and I would feel a bit antsy, frustrated and irritable. Maybe it was our jobs. Maybe it was the change in seasons. No idea why these feelings would come but one day, we decided to change our living room. [...]
When I was in middle school, I had this ice skating fall that left me having a larger-than-a-paper-cut cut on my left leg that took what felt like forever to heal. I was scared to look at it and it felt so raw. It was one of the first times I realized that I'm not [...]
If I let it in, If I succumb to the dreariness Of my mind, We become still. Gone will be the light, The guide of my soul's path. But there is something, The root of it all, A foundation unbreakable Of a grateful heart.
I'm not sure if it's this new creative kick I'm on, but I sorta find perfection in the media boring lately. The sleekest photograph, the right pose, the smooth edits in video---I don't feel as though there is anything to be learned or gained anymore. I want to push through the glossy, created beauty and see [...]
music: sleeping at last - saturn I didn't think I'd write a "wrap-up" post of 2017. I guess this isn't really the case; it's more like a "2018 is coming" and how I'm feeling kind of post. Um, maybe a mixture of both. I'll get to it now.. I'm not sure how I'm feeling about [...]
circumstances don't care who you are they drift in in any form they want to. it could disguise itself clothed in costume creating personas that never ever was. sneaking themselves into situations that never were intended for them. But it happens. They occur and there's no control. Lost at the head of the ship Steering [...]
my cold tea sweetened by honey drips melted swirls of ancient remedies stories etched on tea leaves revisions of drafts over and over through generations. sweet and bitter intermingled exists only with each other spoon mixes all this up in an antique cup filled in strength and fragility.
the urge to go forth has never felt more real. the goals of tomorrow have never felt so close. maybe, it can happen. maybe, it will work.
It's safe to say that one of the biggest lessons I've learned about adulthood is that there will always be questions, but the lesson is that: it's not important to have all the answers. Along the same line, I'm learning that it's hard to balance everything. Maybe I don't need to. But if that's true, [...]
as you can probably tell, i've been doing a bit of reading lately. these book reviews are sort of coming along more frequently than i thought. it's been quite a while since i've felt like reading for fun. just for fun. and i'm loving it so much. i used to be such an avid reader [...]
There was a recent day on which I was met with challenges; nothing major, I assure you. A day in which there weren't warmth in the air and transportation was unreliable and people were unkind. But in light of this, I heard myself thinking that everything will be okay. I wasn't upset or frustrated. I [...]
In our inner core, there is a light. For some, the brightness grows in time. For some, it becomes dim and dark. When the world outside of us, Become surrounded by dark clouds, Those with light will unite Guiding the very path we need to take. Just as love is in each of us, There [...]